It’s all fun and games until you have to get out

The lake is forty degrees fahrenheit,
The kayak is too small.
You turn grey, your eyes narrow, fight or flight?

When your piano fingers, finally
Make the crucial trust-fall,

Suspended breath, landing so gracelessly.

Geese converse across the lake-top, green, clear,

We paddle, hush, enthrall ~

The sun plays hide and seek, swifts dive and veer.

The mountains wear a sari of blue mist,

Every lake-house, quaint, small
Mumbles by us with the pull of a wrist.

A gentle rain comes down, urging us back
Heed a warm kitchen’s call!

Our wakes stalk us faster to the task.

The dock is in sight and you’ve gone quiet
The next order, too tall
You see it, and frankly i imply it.

“How am I gonna get outta this thing?”

Your boat comes to a stall.

I don’t know either, big girl, I’m thinking.

I roll up my jeans and search for shallow
Grip your pull-cord and haul
And we flail, and fail, get wet, and bellow.

We’re only half frozen below the knee
Cups of coffee, a shawl,

If we weren’t, I’d ask you to marry me.



Recovery

Every Spring, after the necessary ailing
Of a long and heartless Winter,
In a kind of chemotherapy,
The tops of trees unveil the first growth-
A gentle insinuation of a shy, pale green;
As if the cold monitors
And machines of February’s nurses
Have been deliberately disconnected
And the patients begin to take
Deep and lucid breaths again,
Filling in much faster
Than anyone
Expected.